Listening to the Universe

I woke at 4 AM unable to sleep so I surrendered to the day and turned the light on. If needed, I could nap later – no need to struggle for more hours of sleep like I might on a work day. Was it worry about money, health or work that kept me from slumber? No, the burning question keeping me lit was how and where should I build a wattle fence. Yes – a wattle fence – a simple, handmade structure created from branches. Mine would not be woven like ones I referenced online at 4 AM. My plan was to sort by size and then simply layer the pruned branches of my fruit trees.

After contemplating different corners of my property, I decided to build it beside the deck in place of a broken step I regularly needed to warn visitors away from. The whole wattling (can it be a verb?) process took less than 2 hours. I yanked out the wooden step, pounded in stakes and stacked the branches. I proudly sent pictures of my crude structure to Molly who said it reminded her of the story of the Three Little Pigs. The wolf would certainly make short work of blowing down my wattle fence but I’d found such pleasure in the creative process. And why go to the dump with those lovely straight branches?

When Molly was home for a short visit in February I recruited her to help me prune our 4 fruit trees. We mercilessly removed branches, some up to 5 feet long. My electric Saker handsaw made the project go quickly. The results were initially shocking. Had I butchered the trees? There were barely any branches left on the peach. It had to be done. In past years, I had not cut these dwarf trees back far enough and they were growing way too tall. So far the pear trees are happily full of blossoms and while the peaches still look traumatized, they are alive, bravely pushing out pink blossoms on the stubby limbs. Ultimately, I know that these harsh cuts were necessary if the trees are to thrive.

And so it is with me. I am working on doing the same in my life. What is necessary to live and thrive in this cycle of my life? These are my questions. I know there is much ‘pruning’ to be done. For a start, I tackle my garden. The to-do list sometimes feels overwhelming but ultimately, if I wake at 4 AM because of what needs to be done outside, it is with excitement. This week I spent some evenings after work clipping at the long hedge, pulling out dead wood from shrubs, yanking out ivy and weeds, picking up fallen twigs for kindling. I’m trying to grow grass again where the pipe was dug up in November so I hauled the hose out of the garage and now have the daily routine of filling the bird bath and spraying the seeded dirt while breathing deeply of the cold morning air. Most mornings, my exhales are no longer visible as it warms into spring.

And remember the branch that fell a few posts back? It’s still there. I need to get a new chain for my electric chain saw – so it’s disappearing a bit into the growing lawn. Nature will take care of things in its own way if I don’t manage to. I try to make sure that the ‘way’ is compatible, that I am doing right by the earth. I am content outside with the birds, the family of squirrels running through the oak and maple branches above me. Breathing fresh air after being in the house all winter, the sun warming my face – this is where I belong.

The universe is speaking to us with earthquakes, eclipses and wild storms. Reminding us that we are a part of something larger than ourselves. We need to pay attention. In the garden, on my knees in the dirt, I listen.

8 thoughts on “Listening to the Universe”

  1. Minty Don, the British gardener, says that when you pride fruit trees you should leave enough room for a bird to fly through the branches. Sounds like you did it right! And another British thing is to have a stumpery in the garden – made from rotting logs- to provide food and shelter for tiny animals, beetles and the like. Just a thought…

  2. Stumpery! Another great word! (you Brits have some gems!) And just when I was thinking I should go ahead and pack the stumpy bits into my car and go off to the dump. Why not continue with the crazy lady on the block look? Thanks Gabi! I’ll blame you! xxx

  3. Wow, Tricia, I feel so uplifted and inspired by you. Most importantly, I feel inspired to listen to both the gentle and powerful messages from our Earth. What a beautiful way to go through life; listening. You simply must write a book!!
    ~Val

  4. Hi Tricia….another lovely, earthy piece! I’m always so happy to see a new post of yours land in my inbox. I stop whatever I’m doing and sit down to enjoy the read. Thank you for continuing your wonderful writing! Love love love it. And you. XO

  5. This is a lovely reflection on the changing seasons, the balm of connection to the Earth, and life phases. Well done on your wattle fence! And I know what you mean about the agony of overdue pruning. We hacked away at a huge but magnificent rhododendron last fall and she has not recovered as your trees have. They look glorious! XO

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