{"id":1528,"date":"2012-04-06T07:08:40","date_gmt":"2012-04-06T11:08:40","guid":{"rendered":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/?p=1528"},"modified":"2012-04-07T08:26:06","modified_gmt":"2012-04-07T12:26:06","slug":"remembering-the-siege","status":"publish","type":"post","link":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/?p=1528","title":{"rendered":"Remembering the Siege"},"content":{"rendered":"<p><a href=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/triciatierneyblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/holiday-inn-edit.jpg\"><img data-recalc-dims=\"1\" loading=\"lazy\" decoding=\"async\" class=\"aligncenter size-full wp-image-1536\" title=\"holiday inn edit\" src=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/triciatierneyblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/holiday-inn-edit.jpg?resize=660%2C831\" alt=\"\" width=\"660\" height=\"831\" srcset=\"https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/triciatierneyblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/holiday-inn-edit.jpg?w=1107 1107w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/triciatierneyblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/holiday-inn-edit.jpg?resize=238%2C300 238w, https:\/\/i0.wp.com\/triciatierneyblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/holiday-inn-edit.jpg?resize=813%2C1024 813w\" sizes=\"auto, (max-width: 660px) 100vw, 660px\" \/><\/a><a href=\"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/wp-content\/uploads\/2012\/04\/holiday-inn-edit.jpg\"><br \/>\n<\/a>A bitter anniversary: 20 years since the siege of Sarajevo began. For 4 years, my world revolved around that insane war. Terrible as it was, I felt then that I was at the center of the world. At first, I naively thought I might make a difference. Clicking compulsively through\u00a0<a href=\"http:\/\/lightbox.time.com\/2012\/04\/05\/bosnia\/#1\">links<\/a> on the internet, reading articles, watching videos marking this anniversary, more than once there are warnings that images might be too disturbing &#8211; you must click on them if you want to see them. I do not. I have enough disturbing images in my mind to last me forever. Still, I search, looking for something, no &#8212; for someone &#8212; surprised at how bereft I feel, remembering alone.<\/p>\n","protected":false},"excerpt":{"rendered":"<p>A bitter anniversary: 20 years since the siege of Sarajevo began. For 4 years, my world revolved around that insane war. Terrible as it was, I felt then that I was at the center of the world. At first, I naively thought I might make a difference. Clicking compulsively through\u00a0links on the internet, reading articles, &hellip; <a href=\"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/?p=1528\" class=\"more-link\">Continue reading <span class=\"screen-reader-text\">Remembering the Siege<\/span><\/a><\/p>\n","protected":false},"author":1,"featured_media":0,"comment_status":"open","ping_status":"open","sticky":false,"template":"","format":"standard","meta":{"_jetpack_newsletter_access":"","_jetpack_dont_email_post_to_subs":false,"_jetpack_newsletter_tier_id":0,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paywalled_content":false,"_jetpack_memberships_contains_paid_content":false,"footnotes":"","jetpack_publicize_message":"","jetpack_publicize_feature_enabled":true,"jetpack_social_post_already_shared":false,"jetpack_social_options":{"image_generator_settings":{"template":"highway","default_image_id":0,"font":"","enabled":false},"version":2},"jetpack_post_was_ever_published":false},"categories":[1],"tags":[10,20,5,19,18],"class_list":["post-1528","post","type-post","status-publish","format-standard","hentry","category-uncategorized","tag-bosnian-war","tag-grief","tag-memoir","tag-time","tag-war"],"jetpack_publicize_connections":[],"jetpack_featured_media_url":"","jetpack_shortlink":"https:\/\/wp.me\/pPzTS-oE","jetpack_sharing_enabled":false,"jetpack_likes_enabled":true,"jetpack-related-posts":[],"_links":{"self":[{"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1528","targetHints":{"allow":["GET"]}}],"collection":[{"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts"}],"about":[{"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/types\/post"}],"author":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/users\/1"}],"replies":[{"embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcomments&post=1528"}],"version-history":[{"count":9,"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1528\/revisions"}],"predecessor-version":[{"id":1539,"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=\/wp\/v2\/posts\/1528\/revisions\/1539"}],"wp:attachment":[{"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fmedia&parent=1528"}],"wp:term":[{"taxonomy":"category","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Fcategories&post=1528"},{"taxonomy":"post_tag","embeddable":true,"href":"http:\/\/triciatierneyblog.com\/index.php?rest_route=%2Fwp%2Fv2%2Ftags&post=1528"}],"curies":[{"name":"wp","href":"https:\/\/api.w.org\/{rel}","templated":true}]}}